Stay true to yourself, you are all you've got.

(via alllyourburdens)

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shower & then playstation alll night. Woo.

my life^

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its so sad really,

my moms social life is way better then mine.
i havent been in with a group of friends in years,
im such a loser now..

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i did both.

(Source: jennamcdougs, via refusetosinkxo)

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I try, everyday to keep pushing through this bullshit lifestyle.
Everyday i think about my whole entire life and what its come to now,
everyday i imagine how different id be if i wasnt so fucking scarred.

Everyday i wish i could live my life without anxiety.. i cant even dress the way i used to now because i feel completely out of place in my own clothes. Everyday i wish i could go out and have fun like i used to, but im so akward and weird now. Everyday i wish someone was there when i was younger to save me, everyday i wish my father would die, everyday i wish i didnt live in this town, everyday i wish i didnt leave scotia but at the same time im soooo glad i did. Everyday i wonder why all this horrible stuff has happend to me and why i was always surrounded with MEAN people : /

Everyday i dont understand how i still smile and am sooo nice to everyone i encounter.

Nothing makes sense to me, i try to justify it all in a million ways but in the end all i end up with is its fucking life and im just fucked and no one gives a shit so i might as well get by.

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